Go Let It Out!

2009-10-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

I have realised that I wasted three years on you. I have lost a friend, someone whom I cared about deeply, yet you let me down again and again and again. What happened proved to be the final straw. You were right, I have changed, but not before you did. I kept quiet, feeling that it was not my place to comment about the change, yet you kept it up. Used me over and over again, even. Do not be conceited, you did do just that. But I am not asking for an apology, but for you to realise and admit to yourself the truth. I just want to let all this out. What has happened has happened.

2009-07-03T14:31:00.001+08:00

I suck (:

2009-06-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

can't this thing heal any faster?

2009-05-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking of you ever so much.
i just cant get you outta my mind.
why wont you just stop it.
i'm already trying my best. but you just keep appearing in my life..

sorry i haven't been updating.
i've not been feeling good these pasts few days.

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HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAA.
I WAS JUST KIDDING.
THIS IS MARIKOtheLOVABLE!! hhahahahahhahahahhahaahhahahahahahhahaha.

2009-04-18T10:22:00.001+08:00

What If- Coldplay

What if there was no light.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life.
That you don't want me there by your side.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it when you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side
Oooooh, that's right
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooooh, that's right..

2009-04-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

Sparkling angel I believe
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

=) So fitting.

2009-04-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

The only reason I continue running is because of my friends.

No, not the hypocrites or the laughable losers who only befriend others to get favors or satisfy their themselves.

2009-04-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

Disappointing, Sadiqin.

Ramblings

2009-03-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

How obnoxious. It was you, not I. I'll just leave this here for you to stumble upon.
Because it would not matter, or even change anything, if I told you.

Dragonball Evolution sucks

2009-03-15T20:21:00.003+08:00

The Cougars lost to SAOBA yesterday.. But fret not! We've all learnt our own lessons and now what we've got to do is look ahead and focus on winning the Cup! Hell yeah! Cougars ROAR!

Anyways, spent the whole Sunday out with my family. Went to Vivo to catch Dragonball Evolution. To all you Dragonball/ Dragonball Z fans out there, don't watch it. It's the same old 'film adaptation' bullshit. The only thing I liked about it was Jamie Chung as Chi-Chi. HAWT!

not pictured: Anything remotely related to Dragonball

On a brighter note, headed to Queensway after lunch at Vivo and bought a pair of Rugby boots (metal studs FTW!), a pair of Rugby shorts (Gilbert brand), an Adidas Rugby ball, and few pairs of socks for school. Hell yeah finally I've the proper equipment for Rugby! Weets!

Oh yeah, here's a shoutout to Jia Jin heh =P How is it that we've never talked to each other before in CCKSS..? But hell yeah, she's a freaking fun girl to chat with. Not many girls are as open as her heh. See, told ya I'd mention you here (;

Anyways, time for me to return to procrastinating. I promise I'll do my homework tomorrow.

Thanks for the listening ear, Sze Ming (:

Cougars ROAR!

2009-03-13T22:03:00.004+08:00

School's been a blast, yet again. This week was a slack one due to the fact that we only had three days of school. YES. Only three. =D

Had a freaking fun rugby training on Monday. Did some passing drills and then played 7 side rugby amongst the J1s. Practiced tackling and stuff. Super fun.

Wednesday was Home Learning Exercise. What we were supposed to do was to stay at home and complete assignments given to us on the school's litespeed portal. Kewl shit. But the Chem assignment sucked due to technical problems, so I copied Meng Kiat's Chem assignment! =P Then after completing the online tasks, I finished up my then mountainous pile of homework. Kewl shit. They should have more of these exercises.

And today was Sports Meet! Didn't participate though, due to the fact that I ponned Bikila Tug of War heats xD But still enjoyed being a spectator. Guess which house is the overall champion this year? Bikila! Wuuts. Consecutively for three years some more. Congrats to those who ran today! You guys did great =D Kewl shit.

Had rugby training after that. Was a slack training because we had Sports Meet in the morning, and tomorrow we'll be facing SAOBA yet again. But still fun nonetheless. Practiced defending and passing. Needa get rugby shorts ASAP though.

Thank god it's friday. The last day of the term! Weets! Time to chill and slack like hell. But I've got tons of homework! =(

There ya go. Two posts in two weeks. Won't be updating anytime soon, unless I feel the urge to.

The field!
The field!
The field's on fire!
We are the ruggers!
We are the Cougars!

2009-03-11T16:22:00.003+08:00

"Way To Fall" - Starsailor

Son
You've got a way to fall
They'll tell you where to go
But they won't know

Son
You'd better take it all
They'll tell you what they know
But they won't show

Oh
I've got something in my throat
I need to be alone
While I suffer

Son
You've got a way to kill
They're picking on you still
But they don't know

Son
You'd better wait to shine
They'll tell you what is yours
But they'll take mine

Oh
I've got something in my throat
I need to be alone
While I suffer

Oh
There's a hole inside my boat
And I need stay afloat
For the summer
Long

Oh
I've got something in my throat
I need to be alone
While I suffer

Oh
There's a hole inside my boat
And I need stay afloat
For the summer

Son
You've got to wait to fall
They'll tell you where to go
But they won't know

JJC

2009-03-06T22:17:00.007+08:00

It's been like a month or so since school started, and I've had a blast. Looking forward to each new day, no thanks to my wonderful classmates. We're not exactly a tight bunch, but I get along well enough with them, thanks to the super fun orientation camp. Not to mention my sometimes-so-random-she-scares-me CT, Ms Winnie Law (Ms Law, if you're reading this, take it as a compliment, heh). The tutorials have been great too, partly because the class sizes are now smaller, so it means we get to interact more with our teachers, especially for Maths, Physics and Civics.

09S25 (minus Yong Keong, Joe and Kai Xian)

But on the downside, the lectures really suck. Either the lecture is so damn boring (even for the Econs lectures by Ms Au, but maybe then it's because it's just Econs lol), or the lecturer is the naggy type, nags at us for being late and shit, but still has time to scold us for 5 minutes. Batshit. Best thing to do during lecture is to either torture yourself and actually attempt to follow it, or sleep. Homework is really manageable, because basically we just do tutorials weekly and hand them up at the end of the week, but when you add up all the subjects, and long school hours, you just feel like ditching the books and knocking out on the bed.

This is what we do when we're bored during tutorials.

School usually ends around 4 to 5pm, and I've Rugby like 3 times a week, which usually ends at 8pm. Never knew JC life was this fun and damaging on your study time. Gotta make sure I can really balance CCA and studies. But bad news is that JJC's a JC in which it's far too easy to get caught up with all the fun activities and end up getting retained. It's like there's at least 3 retainess in each class. Crazy. Luckily I'm not in the Cabinet or House council, but there're still lots of activities that you can take up like being in the CSL and stuff. Fun, but where do you draw the line?

So my plan for JC? Study hard, and play hard. This sounds familiar. I wonder why. Oh yeah and if Mr Lau's reading this, I've finally updated my blog heheh. Don't miss 4/7'08 too much aiight? =P

Uniform and tie on Mondays only (;

There's still something lacking. Can't quite put my finger on it. Still not truly happy with the way things are going.

2009-02-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

Makes you think, doesn't it? That is, if you think at all.

Lovers In Japan

2009-02-08T09:47:00.001+08:00

My favourite song as of right now...

Air Gear!

2009-02-06T17:04:00.002+08:00

Air Gear!

Air Gear!

Air Gear!

xD

Air Gear rocks. Read the manga, or at least watch the anime if you're bored at home. You WON'T be disappointed.

Anyways, it's been a whole week of school life in JJC for me. Not bad I must say. The first two days were really unsettling, partially due to the freaky enthusiasm shown by our JC2 seniors during the mini-orientation activities, the identity of the Principal of JJC, teh 15 mass dances we have to perfect and perform come orientation camp and many other first/second day talks.

Got grouped into OG17, which I must say is not really a bad group at all. Nevermind that I barely talked to the girls (neither did most of the guys in my group), but the guys in my group were a really fun bunch, especially Amirul, our elected Story-Teller. Seriously, this guy can tell you stories about his many many experiences and make them all freaking funny! Guaranteed laughter everytime hahah. That, added with the easy-going nature of the other guys in my OG, made for a great clique. Too bad one of the guys left because his appeal to another JC was succesful..

And so after our mini-orientation ended (thankfully), we started our mass lectures on Wednesday. And my subject combi only had one lesson that day. JUST ONE. I can imagine Calvin grumbling already xD Chionged Maths H2 tutorial questions with Meng Kiat before the lecture because we had nothing to do for four and a half hours. Not bad huh Meng Kiat? Thing was we both found it fun. Weird.

So overall, JJC's not too bad, I kinda like it really, hahah. Needs more chiobus though xD

Otaku-ism

2009-01-31T19:57:00.002+08:00

It's been a hell of a week for me in terms of reading/ watching manga/ anime. I'm halfway through like, 3 to 4 titles? Gay.

Say it, come on now. Otaku!

This one's Hayate the Combat Butler. It's of the light comedy/ romance genre with it's own quirks, self-proclaimes light-heartedness and brilliant moments. Though it can't ever beat School Rumble. Still, a great way to spend some time if you're not into heavy manga.

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya's the wildly popular light novel series which spawned a very short anime series of the same name. What makes it so good? Note: Good storyline, if I may say so myself, and of course, fanservice.

And lastly, Air Gear. Gotten disenchanted over Bleach? Then read the Air Gear manga or watch the anime series online and get back that epic feeling again. And oh yeah, the fanservice in this title is fantastic.

A great way to spend the remaining of my holiday, so to speak. School starts on Monday.. Damn.

2009-01-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

Wtf? That's all? LAME. Don't waste my time. Especially if you're really lazy about it. Seriously.

Ok, ignore that ^^. Anyways, second post of the month right? Right..? Oh never mind then. Nothing much's happened over the last few weeks. This being the holidays, the zombie-esque routine followed for almost everyday:

1. Wake up at 10+
2. Breakfast.
3. Either my laptop, or my PS3! Hahah. Yes Farah I'm a fan (;
4. Lunch at my Grandma's place.
5. PS3 again, or my laptop. Choose.
6. Help siblings with homework.
7. Dinner.
8. Laptop.
9. Sleep.

*Chores can replace any of the actions listed above, except for waking up and sleep.

Yep, got myself a PS3 and two games only. Resistance 2 and Soul Calibur 4.

Resistance 2's a shooter game, and it's really great. Great graphics cos it's on the PS3, and great gameplay (read: easier to aim =P), beating it's predeccessor hands down. But sadly, I can't really play it online, no thanks to my lousy internet connection. Aargh.

Aww.. That's just TOO BAD.

So yeah, basically I while (waste) away the days till the posting results are out playing my PS3 and glueing myself to my laptop. But hey! It's a holiday. No school! Yet.

Dammit I live for this.

Damn Girl;

2009-01-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

Yep, another Katekyo Hitman Reborn skin, but it's nice, and it's a refreshing change I guess. Still, you gotta navigate via the hyperlinks. Knew that already? heheh =P

Anyways, it's the new year already. Just like that. And it's been soooo long since I've posted anything up eh? But I kinda don;t have anything to type about here...

"What about your reflections on 2008?"

Cliched, I know, but hey, that's how we learn innit? Reflecting on our past actions and what we've learnt so far. I can still remember Mdm Prema making the class do reflections on that shoddy orange book. Damn.

"No, really. Get to the point, baka,"

So here goes.

2008? Pretty much an eventful year if you ask me. Both personally and globally. The economic recession, change of US presidency, political turmoil in Thailand, and then there's the O Levels, finally graduating from CCKSS and the like. Sure seemed like one hell of a long way to go at the beginning of the year, but then as usual it passes by in the blink of an eye.

So now the world's changed, and so have I, but I could only notice my own change by stepping back and looking at myself. Damn. You've changed dude. I never really expected much out of 2008. For it to have changed my mindset so much. But maybe I'm just exaggerating, who knows? Who cares?

Of course being in Sec 4 changed me a bit. The impending Os really forced me to step it up a notch, after my dismal academic performances of '07. Luckily, we Sec 4s got to step down from our CCAs, hence giving us more time to study. SO it wasn't like I actually studied a lot. But for my standards, I studied a lot. *shrugs* Made the Os easier really. (duh)

Then there were the stupid decisions I've made over the past year. Decisions I've come to regret, though I've managed to get over some. Others, not so. It'll take time yeah?

So that's my 2008 for ya. So let's get back to reality eh?

Been watching a truckload of animes lately. Mobile Suit Zeta Gundam: A New Translation, School Rumble, Evangalion and even Naruto Shippuuden. Yeah I finally caught up (; So that's left is the O level results. Yeah, results. Damn. Scary thought. I'll sleep it off then.

"Okay... Long post though..."

Yeah I know.

Lime; Trapped by gravity's pull;

Can I trust you?
What am I to you?
I don't know whether I can trust you at all. I really don't.
Because, action speaks louder than words. I've learnt that.

Damn girl, you can't see;
you lift me up and then you throw me back down;

2009-01-02T10:38:00.000+08:00

Evangalion
Zeta

Hmm, not bad at all =D

2008-12-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

Oh no, I see,

I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,

And I lost my head,

The thought of all the stupid things I said,

Oh no what's this?

A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,

I turned to run,

The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,

And I never meant to do you wrong,

And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh no I see,

A spider web and it's me in the middle,

So I twist and turn,

Here I am in love in a bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,

I never meant to do you wrong,

And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

Although I never meant to do you harm.

2008-11-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

I've only got myself to blame. it goes up, then crashes down. always;

Prospekt!

2008-11-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

Finally got the Prospekt's March EP! It's got the Life in Technicolour ii (finally, because Life in Technicolour wasn't a song!), a new song A Glass of Water and the one I really wanted, Lost feat Jay-Z. Sweet crowd, sweet sweet Chris Martin (not a gay comment) and sweet atmosphere. Makes me wanna go to a Coldplay concert! Too bad they're not playing in Singapore anytime soon... =(

Anyways, still downloading Coldplay Live Toronto 2006, which is taking a hell of a time... Probably no one else torrenting it so yeah... Been downloading like about 6 MMORPGS since yesterday, and all of them sucked! Free but, you get what you 'paid' for I guess...

You never fail to cheer me up =) Though I don't deny I still think about how it used to be before;

2008-11-20T23:00:00.001+08:00

'cause i just can't; yet.

first a trickle, then a stream;

then flood.

every single time;

2008-11-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

get on with the plot, my dear boy.

2008-11-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

Great McFly cover of the great Queen song Don't Stop Me Now. Stupid thing is they blocked the better part of the guitar solo with some videos of the Sports Relief events. Damn. Great vocals by Tom and Danny, and great act by Danny on the piano (;

Bring them back with acquiesce;

2008-11-01T22:55:00.004+08:00

The past few days have been a sort of revelation for me. BTW, 'revelation' means something revealed or disclosed. A huge shock, one which I should have expected a long time ago, and some regrets too. Big big regrets.

It's a pity we can't turn back time, but I've to live with what is, not what could have been. In someways I learn from my mistakes, but sometimes I find myself forgetting those lessons and end up making the same mistakes. Hey, everyone's human, I guess. Still, no use defending or reassuring myself.

I'm sorry for letting you down. I know you've forgiven me, but I really regretted doing all those things. You've done so much, yet so many times I've hurt you. If only I could turn back time. Truly.

Anyways, thanks for that post Sayang (: really made my day.

So now I'm going to watch Manchester United pwn Hull City. Later.

Lime.Desiderata

Take the time to make some sense
Of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves
Bring them back with Acquiesce
On a ship of hope today
And as they fall upon the shore
Tell them not to fear no more
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...

As I type, Manchester United just scored (; whooo. It's just been 2 minutes! xD

breaking the duck

2008-10-30T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hug him Sze Ming! xD You know you want to hahas Thanks a lot, buddy.

breaking the trust

2008-10-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

Thanks buddy, really.

Watch it! (;

What the point is not;

2008-10-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

A Certain Romance: Arctic Monkeys
Well oh they might wear classic Reeboks
Or knackered Converse
Or tracky bottoms tucked in socks
But all of that's what the point is not
The point's that there ain't no romance around there
And there's the truth that they can't see
They'd probably like to throw a punch at me
And if you could only see them, then you would agree
Agree that there ain't no romance around there

You know, oh it's a funny thing you know
We'll tell 'em if you like
We'll tell 'em all tonight
They'll never listen
Cause their minds are made up
And course it's all okay to carry on that way

And over there there's broken bones
There's only music, so that there's new ringtones
And it don't take no Sherlock Holmes
To see it's a little different around here

Don't get me wrong, oh there's boys in bands
And kids who like to scrap with pool cues in their hands
And just cause he's had a couple of cans
He thinks it's alright to act like a dickhead

Don't you know, oh it's a funny thing you know
We'll tell em if you like
We'll tell em all tonight
They'll never listen
Cause their minds are made up
And course it's all okay to carry on that way

But I said
No! Oh no!
Well you won't get me to go!
Not anywhere, not anywhere
No I won't go
Oh no no!

Well over there there's friends of mine
What can I say, I've known 'em for a long long time
And yeah they might overstep the line
But I just cannot get angry in the same way
Not, not in the same way
Not in the same way
Oh no, oh no no

2008-10-16T11:04:00.002+08:00

Shine On, The Kooks

Safety pins holding up the things
That make you mine
About your hair, you needn’t care,
You look beautiful all the time

Shine, shine, shine on
Yes, wont you shine, shine on

Your magazines, at people at the seams
But you still read
I must admit, I don’t believe in it
But I see how you get sucked in

Shine, shine, shine on
Yes, I wont you shine, shine on
(Sha, la, la, la)
Shine, shine, shine on
Yes, wont you shine, shine on
Because your not done

Why do you bite the hand that feeds you
Why do you
Why do you bite the hand that feeds…you!

Shine, shine, shine on
Yes, wont you shine, shine on
(Sha, la, la, la)
Shine, shine, shine on
Yes, wont you shine, shine on…

Safety pins holding up the things
That make you mine
About your hair, you needn’t care
You look beautiful all the time.

2008-10-03T21:28:00.002+08:00

oh, so now you come back to me? to use me like you've always did?

right. i guess some people never change.

i'm truly disappointed. really.

but it's just as well. now go back to him lo. go. go far far away. and don't look back.

2008-09-25T22:16:00.001+08:00

LOL Best.Song.EVER. Hahah couldn't resist (;

And I will try, to fix you;

2008-09-25T21:19:00.003+08:00

Everything's Not Lost, by Coldplay;

When I counted up my demons
Saw there was one for every day
With the good ones on my shoulders
I drove the other ones away

So if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

When you thought that it was over
You could feel it all around
And everybody's out to get you
Don't you let it drag you down

'Cos if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

If you ever feel neglected
If you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

Singing out
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Everything's not lost

So come on, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Come on, yeah
And everything's not lost

Oh, oh, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
And everything's not lost

Come on, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Come on, yeah

Come on, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Come on, yeah
And everything's not lost

Sing out, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Come on, yeah
And everything's not lost

Come on, yeah
Oh, oh yeah
Sing out, yeah
And everything's not lost

This is for those who feel that they've been neglected.

It feels great, re-watching Coldplay's live concerts. Makes me feel all nostalgic lol; thinking about a time when I was so blissfully ignorant, when I could simply while away the long hours with music.

Look at the stars,

Look how they shine for you,

And everything you do;

2008-09-24T22:27:00.003+08:00

it took me a friend to realise.

no, make that two, very good friends.

what am I playing at?

is this what I really want?

to be blissfully ignorant of the implications of my actions?

to allow this to continue?

but will I be able to actually do the right thing for myself?

2008-09-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

trying. such a weak and lousy word. :/

Lift me up and take me where I stand;

2008-09-21T14:30:00.004+08:00

Finally got myself to go to my Blogger dashboard and type. Type type type type type. Weets!

The whole week's been rather lethargic for me, simply because i sleep at around 11 to 12 almost everyday, and wake up at 4.30 to eat. Then sleep again at 5 till 5.45. So this irregular sleeping pattern has pushed my brain to it's limit and as a result I end up feeling fucked up and retarded by the time I reach school (: So what do I do most of the time in school? SLEEP, while listening to music on my shuffle. My shuffle rocks hahas =D

So how were my prelims so far? B4 for Physics, Chemistry, E maths, B3 for Combined Humans and a sure fail for A maths. Not going to get English back till tomorrow, but I'm expecting at least a B3, but then again maybe I'd fuck up something in the paper and end up with yet another lousy B4 =.="

Yeah, my results are okay, but not good enough for me, considering that my target is 12 and below. And I've already estimated at least 18 for this prelims, if I calculated correctly. Damn, that's 6 points off.

Not good enough, Sadiqin. Try harder.

Gonna get my mom's HTC Dual, since it's only barely a week old and she's getting the Nokia E71 anyway, so might as well not waste the new phone =P

Ok so now I'm back to playing my PSP. wtf?

2008-09-16T16:44:00.003+08:00

Thank you Premala, Serene and Sze Ming for cheering me up today =DD

I guess I needa study harder for my Os eh? No use emoing and not learning from my mistakes.

Afraid, by Yellowcard:

Lie in this empty bed
With this aching head
You left me here this morning
Now I can't remember why
I let you in again
To get under my skin
And every time you disappear
I remember

How I look for you
But I can't see your face
And then I hear you
The only thing you say...

I am afraid right now
I don't wanna let you down
And I am the one who can't be saved
The only thing I say
I am afraid right now
What if I can't get out?
What if I don't want to be saved?
This is me afraid

Now there's no place like home
To make me feel alone
I see you everywhere I am
And I remember how you ran out to hide
You kept me close behind
Following your every move so I remember

I look for you
But I can't see your face
And then I hear you
The only thing you say...

I am afraid right now
I don't wanna let you down
And I am the one who can't be saved
The only thing I say
I am afraid right now
What if I can't get out?
What if I don't want to be saved?
This is me afraid

I look for you
But I can't see your face
Then I hear you
The only thing you say is
Don't look for me
Cause you will never say
You won't hear me
You won't hear me

Why do we keep this up?
Why do we live like us?
When there is nothing left to save
Will you be afraid?

I am afraid right now
You already let me down
You are the one who can't be saved
If only I could say
I am afraid right now
You never will get out
You'll never let yourself be saved
You are so afraid
You are so afraid

It's really like that;

2008-09-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

School's been kinda draggy, to say the least. Fasting isn't helping either; it's either I come to school super tired or just plain hungry lols. But hey, at least this year I'm close to attaining my target of a clean sheet (; Tak batalkan puasa la tu huh xD

So my prelims results weren't quite what I had expected, though a B4 for both pure Sciences is considered okay, no way I'm reaching my target of below 12 for my Os at that rate. History was wasted too; screwed an SEQ questions but somehow my SBQ helped me attain a distinction. Must be from sitting beside Ken huh *stares*

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for My E Maths paper 2, which hopefully will see me through with at least a B4 for that subject, and the dreaded A Maths papers. I'm just hoping for a pass for that subject. My English is kinda screwed, especially my Paper 1, so forget about that...

It's been nice talking to my buddy; I know realise that I truly don't know what I really want.

I've always tried to make everyone else happy, except for myself.

I can't seem to solve a problem, yet I find myself giving others advice. Ohohoh, practice what you preach, Sadiqin.

And thing is, I used to think I've found just the person that'd make me happy, but now I'm not so sure of that. So much for that.

I think I'm just going to stay content with whatever I have, and give thanks for what is given to me; maybe then will I find my peace.

Thanks, Sze Ming. Really. True friends are really hard to find.

I know, she knows, that I'm not fond of asking,

"How Are You, Gentlemen!?"

2008-09-12T23:13:00.003+08:00

LOL. The game is called Zero WIng, and contains, you've guessed it, the mythical (LOL) phrase: "All Your Base Are Belong To Us."

Not only is the English appalling, the voice acting was disgusting too. LMAO.

2008-09-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

She Moves in Her Own Way - The Kooks;

So at my show on Monday
I was hoping someday
You'd be on your way to better things
It's not about your make-up
Or how you try to shape up
To these tiresome paper dreams
Paper dreams, honey

So now you pour your heart out
You're telling me you're far out
You're not about to lie down for your cause
But you don't pull my strings
'Cos I'm a better man
Moving on to better things

Well uh oh, oh I love her because she moves in her own way
Well uh oh, oh she came to my show just to hear about my day

And at the show on Tuesday
She was in her mindset
Tempered furs and spangled boots
Looks are deceiving
Make me believe it
And these tiresome paper dreams
Paper dreams, honey
Yeah

So wont you go far
Tell me you're a keeper
Not about to lie down for your cause
And you don't pull my strings
'Cos I'm a better man
Moving on to better things

Well oh oh, oh I love her because she moves in her own way
Well oh oh, oh she came to my show just to hear about my day

yes I wish that we never made it
Through all the summers
They're keeping us instead of
Kicking us back
Down through the suburbs
yes I wish that we never made it
Through all the summers
They're keeping us instead of
Kicking us back
Down through the suburbs

But uh oh, I love her because she moves in her own way
But uh oh, she came to my show just to hear about my day
But uh oh, oh I love her because she moves in her own way
But uh oh, oh she came to my show just to hear about my day

Ooh la;

2008-09-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

Desiderata; desired things

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble,
it's a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

- Max Ehrmann (1872 - 1945)

(*stolen* from Amelia's blog =P)

And... THANK YOU AMELIA ONG WEI TING =D

Machinima!

2008-09-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

Physics;

2008-09-05T11:10:00.002+08:00

The picture says it all. =P Thanks Tang Hao for the pic (:

Setting the pace;

2008-08-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

Was walking back from Cross Country at Chinese Garden with Arif, Farahleez, Giant, Sankarsh and Tang Hao when we saw this sign. The bus wasn't actually parked at the NO PARKING ZONE, but with the power of modern technology a.k.a my handphone camera, we made it look like the bus indeed was parked at th area xD Drawing inspiration from Ken's picture of A Certain Teacher's car parked at a no parking zone of course =P

So Cross Country was alright. I managed to finish the race (which then, when running, seemed like a very impossible feat) and got the very lame towel/souvenier, which i haven't opened the plastic cover by the way. Too bad it didn't rain during the race though, would have made it 'prefect', albeit a bit of deja vu from last week's practice run.

Wet Shoes = Lousy day Indeed.

Today was basically spent slacking for the whole of the morning, before I forced myself to finish up revising on Quadratic Equations. My revision plan for Amaths has been to revise all of the sec 3 topics that I've totally forgotten (note that my sec 3 Amaths was virtually spent copying other people's work and flunking Amaths tests and exams), which seems to me to be my only hope of ever getting at least a B in the said subject.

After that went to Expo for the Timberland Sale and got myself a new pair of Timberland slip-ons =D They look niiiiice xD

Ok so now I'm here wasting my night time slacking again. *High-fives Rene*

LIMEH.is slacking

PS: Amelia has weird and funny dreams xD

Prelims and having too much Time;

2008-08-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

Hahas soooo true xD Yeah, we (Giant and yours truly) did this at 4/8 classroom, because 1. We were bored, 2. we had a lot of time waiting for Mdm Asmahan, and 3. we were seriously inspired by another demotivational, which you can view at Zhi Min's blog, which the link I won't give you because it;s already on my blog, SO GO SEARCH! =P

Anyways, the Prelims started proper for us non-Higher Mother Tongue students yesterday, and so far the papers haven't been that difficult at all! And it's kinda reassuring when the teachers say: "That's about 'O' Level standard," which proves that it isn't the paper which kills you; it's the competition.

Ok so tomorrow's Chem paper 1, so by following the equation, Paper 1 = slack, I'ma go slack now, and probably make some more demotivationals, Anwar style! If you got the joke, then good job =P

Limeh

Blogs Schmogs

2008-08-25T15:48:00.002+08:00

It's been a slow weekend, 'cause the only stuff I studied was some SS themes, a bit of Phy MCQs and Chem MCQs. Today was also quite a slack day, though English was particularly horrible for some reason. Thankfully, lessons ended at 12 and for the English stayback / crap I already did my work so I left early =D

Been using Firefox recently. Thing is, my lappie's got hit by a major system error TWICE ever since. 0.0

Zeta Plus Hummingbird Mode 'SD' =D Now byee (: *hits the humans notes*

the piano plays as the boy reads.

2008-08-23T18:20:00.002+08:00

hahas thanks farah, for th sms and everything. but im finding it hard to put everything behind, to forgive myself and everything. th doubts and fears still linger, and will rise inevitably. but ive found happiness in keeping th door of my room locked =P

2008-08-21T18:23:00.003+08:00

AMELIA ONG WEI TING!

Thank you thank you thank you thank you for that WONDERFUL post dedicated to 4/7 =D Really, I was deeply moved, and I believe my classmates were as well.

When you first stepped in on January, I didn't have the slightest clue that you'd actually be friends with the whole class. Indeed, I initially saw you as just another relief teacher, which meant another slack period or so. Little did I know that we'd click so well hahas =D Maybe it's because of the small age gap (3 years, but you're still OLD xD), and that you've gone through what we're going through now and can still remember quite a bit about your time as a Secondary 4 student. But whatever it is...

YOU ROCK, AMEEELIIAAAAAA! xD

We've had some great times together, though admittedly not as much as I would have liked to, but nonetheless your company is ALWAYS welcome in 4/7 =D Just hop in and say hi and you know what to expect; another "AMEEELIIAAAAA!!!" greeting =P I swear I don't ever ever ever ever get tired of saying that =D I hope I never do.

And I don't believe you have EVER failed us before, now have you? You've always been a great person to be with or talk to and I do hope our friendship lasts =D

From Sadiqin.Limeboy to Ms Amelia Ong Wei Ting

This might not seem much, but as you know, some things just cant be expressed in words =D

2008-08-19T20:45:00.001+08:00

Is this what I really want for myself...?

2008-08-19T15:35:00.004+08:00

Political cartoons and Alcohol. =P

Here's an SS-inspired political cartoon making a point about the ERP system by our very own Ken Cheong Jin Hao! =P

This one's a Get Back To the Kitchen (GB2K) joke, and the title is: Some things never change... Part I

Part II

This one's on the Olympics...

So, if you did not get any of the jokes, then go read up. But you're pardoned if you don't get the GB2K joke.... And yeah, this was done during History lesson. We were freaking bored, and Ken couldn't help himself... So yeah hahas.

Purely random, I swear!

And thanks for the belated card Nabilah! =D

Now Im off to study for Chem and slaaaaaaaack xD

Limeh.

2008-08-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

You and I are gonna live forever;

I love that phrase. Such a naive, yet optimistic phrase. Brings nostalgia, and a few flashbacks for good measure. Just to be sure, it's from Live Forever, an Oasis song =P

My English 'O' Level Oral examinations went quite well today. Of course the wait was torture, and when I was waiting for Qing Gu to finish, my heartbeat went for a roller-coaster ride. Fun huh? Stumbled a bit on reading, but surprisingly I had a lot to say about the picture and for the conversation. The topic was on education for goodness sake! And luckily all the guys in my group predicted correctly that education was gonna come up, so generally we did okay too =D

"My favourite subject is English," xD

But poor Meng Kiat, he was the last to go for my group. And apparently, I spoke for like half an hour? So I kinda made him wait for quite a while before his turn...

SORRY MENG KIAT xD

And he actually misheard a question. See, it went like this:

Examiner: So, can you tell me what the lady on the left might have been doing earlier in the day?

MK: (he heard that as. "...what the lady on the left might have been doing in her earlier years?") She might have been a trainee teacher etc.

Hilarious, but I don't think he would be penalised to heavily, because he made the examiner laugh! =D He actually laughed with the examiner as he thought they found the trainee teacher part to be funny... But it's all good, the examiners asked him an extra question to compensate for the misheard one.

So now that my A1 for English is almost being a reality, what's next for us students would be...

PRELIMS. *freaks out*

Hahas, I complained to Amelia about it, but she said it's a useful gauge to see where you stand, so that you know if you're really prepared for the big Os. Which, in my opinion, is true. It's the part of the fever where it gets worse before it gets better xD

Okay, enough crap. Me go sleep 'cause me drugs are making me sleepy... Zzz

Limeh.

2008-08-12T20:13:00.003+08:00

A good friend once told me,

"Frowns are undiscovered smiles,"

"Opportunity often comes in the form of misfortune or temporary defeat,"

and last but not least,

"Life is about overcoming the obstacles in it,"

So whether it's your MT 'O' level grade you're not happy with, or whatever for that matter, don't give up. Experience always comes from mistakes, and it's no surprise that the greatest winners are usually those who have failed a lot.

Take Jason Lezak for example. Yes, the very same from my previous post. Did you know that he lost the last two of his swims in his individual medley before that relay?

So the next time you think of giving up, don't. You're not being fair to others who have faith in you, and most importantly you're not being fair to yourself. Try again, because failure is just a way of telling you that you're not there yet.

"I don't really care now, I just want to do well in whatever I do from now on," - Sankarsh.

That's the spirit.

2008-08-12T18:56:00.003+08:00

BEIJING -- With history about to slip away and Michael Phelps cheering him on, Jason Lezak pulled up next to the lane rope and set out after hulking Alain Bernard, like a NASCAR driver drafting down the backstretch at Daytona.

Only 25 meters to go, half the length of the pool. Every stroke brought
Lezak a little closer, a little closer, a little closer, his body seemingly
carried along by the Frenchman's massive wake. The two lunged for the wall together. When the result flashed on the board, Phelps was still on course for his record eight gold medals.

By a fingertip.

Lezak, the oldest man on the U.S. swimming team, pulled off one of the great comebacks in Olympic history Monday morning, hitting the wall just ahead of Bernard in the 400 freestyle relay, a race so fast it actually erased two world records.

Few sporting events live up to the hype -- this one exceeded it. The
32-year-old Lezak was nearly a body length behind Bernard as they made the final turn, but the American hugged the lane rope and stunningly overtook him on the very last stroke.

The Americans shattered the world record set by their
"B" team the previous evening in the preliminaries, touching with a time of 3
minute, 8.24 seconds -- nearly 4 full seconds below the 15-hour-old mark of 3:12.23.

Oh, by the way, Phelps set an American record leading off,
47.51. But it was Lezak's anchor that everyone will remember. He got down and back in a staggering 46.06, the fastest relay leg in history though it doesn't count as an official record.

The French were second in 3:08.32 -- eight
one-hundredths of a second behind. Australia took the bronze in 3:09.91.
In fact, the top five all went below the record set Sunday.

From left: Americans Cullen Jones, Jason Lezak, Michael Phelps and Garrett Weber-Gale pose with the gold medal during the medal ceremony for the men's 4x100 freestyle relay.

2008-08-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

MT 'O' LEVEL RESULTS WILL BE RELEASED TOMORROW!

You may now start jumping up and down, fret about, whine about your -maybe-impending-doom (but not too loudly), play PSP, chatter in small groups, pace around whatever space you are currently occupying, go relieve yourself, get a life, do your homework, watch television, slit your wrists, attempt suicide, read a book, or study for the upcoming English 'O' Level Orals (:

Cheers =D And damn my blocked nose.

2008-08-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

It never leaves me. It never does.
Empty.

2008-08-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

POAST rhymes with toast, but it doesn't neccesarily have to.

Woohoo, I'm blogging again! =D This is a miracle, due to the fact that for the past few days I have been rendered quite sleepy from late nights (IMO) doing homework. And I also feel funny after having read Noseh's Unemergency. The theme struck a chord in me; what if the same damn thing ACTUALLY HAPPENED to us right now? Omg now I'm being totally paranoid, like Noseh is.

So I'm grateful that somehow I managed to clear the seemingly huge pile of homework I had to look forward to today, and now I can blog! So yay =D

School's been quite a drag lately, due to the fact that I find myself constantly falling asleep during Mr Lau's class =P Don't get me wrong; I do my best to actively participate in the lessons so that I can gain more, but it's Mr Lau, so yeah =/

Quite a few teachers weren't today, which explained the rather lax mood in class. Mdm Asmahan and Mrs Jacob are away for Sec 3 camp, Mrs Tan was on course and one of Mdm Prema's daughters apparently caught something terrible. Hope she gets well, for her daughter's sake and for ours too of course (:

Someone's probably going to visit 4/7 tomorrow. I WONDER WHO xD

Ok then I'ma go off and sleeeeeeeeeeeep =D

Lime.Boy
Should I remain hidden behind my smile, because now I know you're not totally worth it. Self-conflict sucks, period.

2008-08-03T08:32:00.002+08:00

AMELIAAAAAA! xD

Food and fun fair yesterday was fun =P It's the best one I've seen in my four years here and that's good enough for my last year here =D The guys and gals who helped out desrve praise yeah? xD And to think that Wei Zhang and Yong Kai CAN BAKE!

Thanks for the card, Amelia! I will miss you too heheh. Try not to miss me too much oooooooookkaaaaaaaay? xD

Noseh's at the 24 playwriting competition 2008, and from the posts he's putting up on the clock at the Pebblefort, it sounds like a whole load of fun. Maybe I'd try out some other time?

That's all for now then. Back to transcripts, proving some weird shapes and reading warhammer 40k.

Limeh.

2008-07-23T16:23:00.008+08:00

PICTURES! =D

The boys of 4/7 (minus Calvin, Kok Haw, Jeremy and Kenny)

(Four) Seven!

AMELIAAAAA! xD

Me + Husaini + Woon Yong

Me + Pendek (Candid)

(As promised) Me + Farahleez

Racial harmony pictures! Two days late! Hahahh! It was fun la. Basically everyone kept taking pictures and pictures till we all got so damn tired. But luckily we didn't have much lessons that day =D

I have the Predator and Prey / CRAP compo to finish, and Physics SPA to study for! So bye (:

Lime.whacked orange

2008-07-20T11:43:00.005+08:00

Sunshine =D

Heya people! Im beggining to post less and less often, but that's cause Im busy either doing homework or falling asleep =D So I can't remember what happened on Thursday, so let's talk about Friday! Wait, I can't remember what happened then TOO! WTF? Ok fine! Let's talk about my weekend!

MUSIC + HOMEWORK + ANNOYING SIBLINGS = A LOT OF HOMEWORK DONE

Please note that my equation does not include my malay composition which I *must* hand up by tomorrow D= WTH!? Why am I even doing MT after MT Os? Hello? No link ma'am. None at all. So yesterday was spent finishing up most of the homework and taking about half my morning and the entire afternoon to do the Fear essay. Which leaves Emaths Trigo ws to do and my SS essays, which I've done! So slack homework day =DDD

And tomorrow's RACIAL HARMONY DAY =D Which equates to:

WEAR COSTUME + BRING COSTUME FOR 6 OTHER PEOPLE

But hey! It's the last year we ever get to celebrate it in school and as a class! So c'mon people, wear those costumes xD

Ok Ima go off and be a good boy and do my homework and slack okay? =D

Lime.
You are my best friend alriiiiight? LOL =P

*Yes I'm gonna tolerate yet another black background skin cause it's niiiice =D*

2008-07-14T16:54:00.003+08:00

The boy who'se waving and holding the umbrella looks A LOT like Chun Kiang =P I really think it is him la. And look! A cameo appearance by our very own Head Prefect, Arif Uzair! C'mon, clap people. CLAP! *claps* Good. As you can see, he's the kid walking at the background of the pic. Yeah, he liked yellow then, and still does.

Haven't had a proper post since i dont know hooow long, yeah? Saturday was okay, headed to Tampines JC with Adam, Cheng Yiin, Jeremy, Qing Gu, Mdm Asmahan, some of the 4/8 girls and a bunch of sec 3s. The fun part was the Planetarium thing, and the ice-cream making session. Now I know how they make ice-cream lols! Lag la you, Sadiqin!

"Cheng Yiin got no imagination," xD

Yesterday was spent quite well. Chionged all my homework (save for the SS work) in the morning and slacked for the rest of the day. See, I good boy =P

And today was GREAT xD Had like what? Eight free periods hello? They weren't exactly free, but still better than having lessons riiight? And crapping with friends and all is always good =D History sucked; we had to do two SEQs. Don't wanna talk about shit now do we? =P

Ok now back to Oasis, Pebblefort and my lappie =)

Lime. <3 Comrade Lee =D

2008-07-13T10:30:00.001+08:00

2008-07-13T07:49:00.002+08:00

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?

...where were you while we were getting high?

Slowly walking down the hall,
faster than a cannonball;

...where were you while we were getting high?

Wake up the dawn and ask her why,
a dreamer dreams, she never dies,
wipe that tear away now from your eye.

Someday you will find me,
caught beneath the landslide,
in a champagne supernova,

...a champagne supernova in the sky.

2008-07-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

Pebblefort!

So the Pebblefort has been built, and can be viewed from the comforts of you're home at www.pebblefort.blogspot.com. I heard talk about it being planned out and voila, there it is. It's only started so do bear with the layout and all. Maybe minimalistic would be a nice description. Made by The members of the Pebblefort + Nosedigger, the blog promises interesting posts by illuminated individuals who really have too much time on their hands xD

Ok so enough crap. Today was spent studying for chem and slacking. Yes, I can do both at the same time. Wanna see? =P But seriously, I ain't confident about my ability in chem anymore. Maybe I should just give up, no? Then again, Mdm Asmahan wouldn't want that, not after the effort and trouble she has to go through to help us. So I'm resolving to DO my best, yeah? No matter what the outcome lols.

Back to studying and Oasis I suppose;

Lime.Pebblefort

2008-07-05T21:22:00.002+08:00

A sudden rush of blood to his head got him started as he realised what she meant.

He smiled to himself and thanks her.

"What hit me?"

It's what human beings call an epiphany, baka!

2008-07-03T18:32:00.003+08:00

"today is going to be the day that we're gonna throw it back to you.
We just noticed that all the chords in your songs are the same, did you?
I don't believe that anyone could get away with this but you have, well you did, didn't you.
And all the catchy melodies are winding.
Around the same progression and we're finding.
That you released three singles but you could have managed one, good luck to you."

OASIS! WONDERWALL!

Beggining to listen to the All-American Rejects and Oasis now. Don't worry, Coldplay is still loved =D It's just that there are too many nice songs out there that we haven't heard yet...

But enough of this crap. Haven't had a real post for... I forgot how long but who cares. I'm posting now! SO what should I post...? Hmm...

Yesterday was Chun Kiang's birthday, and I completely forgot about it even though I was sitting next to him for the day =P But that's a present, keeping him company xD The guy's alright la, not to mention fun to sit with =D Happy birthday Chun Kiang! (belated *coughes*)

And today we had a great lesson with Mdm Prema (been a long time since we had one like this). The OEL topic was... MARRIAGE! =.=" But it was nice! The discussions, the buzzing (*buzzes*) and the laughing xD

Not to forget the Physics paper 1 we had today, which I think I screwed up. =/
Anyways, I'ma be off, lateer!

Lime.
~it is to be on top of the world, and knowing that there is someone you can share it with~

2008-07-02T16:41:00.001+08:00

You guys are right. Why didn't I do this sooner...? I'm killing myself faster than I ever would want to. Thanks for the advice, but I still don't know how to say: "I don't care."

2008-06-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

Oral was...

Crap. xD Such a short and oh-so-simple description. The passage was easy la... just that I was like... panicking towards the end so my reading kinda got worse >.<
The conversation topic was easy too! Singaporean food, hello? Give away-much? But I still stammered in front of the two teachers la... Forgot what chilli crab was in malay, but other than that my content was... okay. So I hope I'ma pass =D

So that's all I guess... Now for two days of no afternoon classes =P

Lime.lega gile sia! xD

How do you say: "I don't care"? Maybe I do what I do 'cause I really care...?

2008-06-28T20:57:00.001+08:00

Halcyon days;

I was happy then. Then.

When you lose something you
cannot replace,
When you love someone
but it goes to waste.

2008-06-26T17:12:00.002+08:00

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

It's been an alright first week back at school so far, if you don't count in my crap phone trying to induce epilepsy, the crap tests we've had and some other stuff which I can't get my finger on right now. Trust Mdm Prema to give us homework. Uh huh.

Monday was alright, though I kinda forgot what I did on that day lols... Hmm, what about Tuesday? Don't remember either. Oh crap. Yesterday...? Oh right. The crap A maths test.

Today was fine though. Can't say much, 'cause I've not much to say. So I'ma be off now, back to Coldplay and boredom.

Lime.
"We need our eyes to look at the sun."
"That's contradictory la."
"Exactly. That's why it's called a paradox!"

2008-06-22T20:49:00.001+08:00

Goodbye, halcyon days.

2008-06-20T23:25:00.001+08:00

Blown away;

Hot song dammit =D It's the first time I heard this version of the song and the video looks good too eh? Weets dammit, weets.

2008-06-17T12:03:00.001+08:00

Possibly the best reason why I like Coldplay. This song will make anyone cry =D Beautiful...

2008-06-17T03:36:00.003+08:00

He wakes up and stares. He cannot sleep. He inevitably thinks about events passed, and muses on the future. His eyes water, and his heart grows heavy, but he wipes his eyes and quells his feelings. He smiles at a single thought, and goes back to sleep.

2008-06-16T21:31:00.001+08:00

Pain;

Pain, in the sense of physical
pain, is a typical sensory experience that may be
described as the unpleasant awareness of a noxious stimulus or bodily harm.
Individuals get acquainted to pain through various daily hurts and aches, and
occasionally through more serious injuries or illnesses.
Pain is part of the body's defense system, triggering a reflex reaction to retract from a painful stimulus, and helps adjust behaviour to increase avoidance of that particular harmful situation in the future.

2008-06-15T13:34:00.001+08:00

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

Damn beautiful song, period. And this live performance rocks dammit!

2008-06-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

Sleep;

Sleep is a natural state of bodily
rest observed throughout the animal kingdom. It is common to all mammals and
birds, and is also seen in many reptiles, amphibians and fish.
In humans,
other mammals, and a substantial majority of other animals which have been
studied — such as fish, birds, ants, and fruit-flies — regular sleep is
essential for survival. However its purposes are only partly clear and are the
subject of intense research.

Been losing a lot of sleep lately, and no wonder I'm getting those niggling headaches and get irritated so easily now. But hey, it's Euro 2008 baby, won't wanna miss it now would I? It's been interesting so far, and I've pinpointed Croatia as the team to watch; they just might cause even more upsets =D

Anyways, I've been doing my homework for the last couple of days and I miraculaously finished 12 out of the 14 history essays! I was like, wow. But I got some help and motivation too of course =) But now the momentum's gone and I've reverted to slacking off at home, glued to my lappie of course. Watched Hot Fuzz and Shaun of the Dead today, and I must say that they're great movies =D I've always had a thing about British comedies (think The Office and Little Britain). So I'ma be off again, the match's gonna start soon.

Lime.Juxtapositioned

2008-06-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

If the cuckoo does not sing, kill it.

If the cuckoo does not sing, coax it.

If the cuckoo does not sing, wait for it.

It's cool to see that different people have different ways in doing things. Let's take for example, the three people who wereresponsible for unifiying Japan during Sengoku, the warring states period that lasted roughly from the middle of the 15th century to the beginning of the 17th
century. They were Oda Nobunaga, Toyotomi Hideyoshi and Tokugawa Ieyasu. Reffering to the above verse, Nobunaga, known for his ruthlessness, is the subject of the first; Hideyoshi, known for his resourcefulness, is the subject of the second; and Ieyasu, known for his perseverance, isthe subject of the third verse. Nobunaga was the first to unify Japan, and he did so by killing those who got in his way. Later when he was killed by his own retainer and apprentice-of-sorts Akechi Mitsuhide, Hideyoshi replaced him. He had a long and successful reign but in 1598, Hideyoshi died without leaving a capable successor, the country was once again thrust into political turmoil, and this time it was Tokugawa Ieyasu who took advantage of the opportunity.Hideyoshi at his deathbed appointed a group of the most powerful lords in Japan — Tokugawa, Maeda, Ukita, Uesugi, Mōri — to govern as the Council of Five Regents until his infant son, Hideyori, came of age. An uneasy peace lasted until the death of Maeda Toshiie in 1599. Thereafter, Ishida Mitsunari accused Ieyasu of disloyalty to the Toyotomi name, precipitating a crisis that led to the Battle of Sekigahara. Generally regarded as the last major conflict of the sengoku-jidai, Ieyasu's victory at Sekigahara marked the end of the Toyotomi reign. Three years later, Ieyasu received the title Seii Taishogun, and established Japan's final shogunate, which lasted until the Meiji Restoration in 1868. You'd have to be damn patient like Ieyasu to actually have waited so long.

But enough of that ancient history. I'm tired. Darn tired. Slept late last night after watching Croatia run circles around Germany and winning 2-1 in the process. Then today I was out the whole day in town with my family, watching Narnia, buying books and shopping. But I'm still gonna watch Netherlands play against France later at midnight; who doesn't want to watch Ruud van Nistelrooy, Thierry Henry, Franck Ribery and Arjen Robben play?

So I'm off now, waiting for the match to start.

Lime.Tired

2008-06-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

Viva la Vida!

Or as it means in English, Long live Life. The latest Coldplay album, and you know what? It's one heck of a rollercoater. I hated it at first 'cause I felt it wasn't really what Coldplay was, with the distinct lack of Chris Martin's falsettos, and the even distinct lack of his voice in some songs, especially Life in Technicolour, which sucked.

Heck, the lyrics made less sense too 'cause they had more abstract lyrics this time round. Don't get me wrong, I like that, but it was only because Muse was the only band which I love because of their abstract lyrics, other than their cool music =P It definitely is a new direction for Coldplay. But you know what? After hearing it over and over again (without realising that I was listening to the album when I was listening to all my Coldplay songs that is), it's actually kinda nice... Hell, it is.

Songs like Violet Hill and Lost? were good when I first listened, but the songs like Strawberry Swing, Cemeteries of London, Yes! and Lovers in Japan need an aqcuired taste, but the one song which doesn't need it is the one and only Viva la Vida! Great song, full stop. =D So Viva la Vida Or Death and All His Friends is kinda nice, if you like abstract lyrics and hated how Coldplay's music was before and wanted a breathe of fresh air.

Lime.Yes! =P

2008-06-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

Fix You - Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

2008-06-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

A small room for a small talk;

Get Backer's getting more and more interesting as I watch the episodes (: gonna have to stop watching anime once the hols end though... Have to get serious yeah? For now, it's anime, manga, a whole load of slacking and regrettably, homework. It can't get any better than this.

Quite confident about my Chem test; got most of my facts right even though I doubted myself during the test, but at least I managed to study last night and that saved me (:

"Nowadays the word friend is used so widely it loses its meaning."

Succint, and straight to the point. Damn this reality; we're always left to fend for ourselves against the waves. But that's where friends come in yeah? As long as you know you have a few real friends, then fret not. Now here's some definitions for 'friend' from a dictionary:

1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4. a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker.

and the other ones:

1. a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university"
2. an associate who provides cooperation or assistance; "he's a good ally in fight" [syn: ally] [ant: enemy]

They might seem different at first glance, but they do have some similarities. Can't find em? Don't. You're definition is your own.

"Because the only plot I follow is my own."

Lime.Slacking

2008-06-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

really, i dont feel like blogging now. But something to do is better then nothing, aiight? Makes life meaningful in many ways.

The past few days have been spent gluing myself to my lappie, watching anime (Ouran High School Host Club, Get Backers) and reading Manga (Bleach, mainly). It's fun, geting absorbed into the storyline and all. Plus, it helps me while away the hours.

Lessons today was fine. Maths was spent learning a new topic and copying physics assignment. Then Physics was spent doing a worksheet and slacking about. English, was fun 'cause there was no English while Chemistry's okay as always.

Indifferent:
1. without interest or concern; not caring; apathetic: his indifferent attitude toward the suffering of others.
2. having no bias, prejudice, or preference; impartial; disinterested.
3. neither good nor bad in character or quality; average; routine: an indifferent specimen.
4. not particularly good, important, etc.; unremarkable; unnotable: an indifferent success; an indifferent performance.
5. of only moderate amount, extent, etc.
6. not making a difference, or mattering, one way or the other.
7. immaterial or unimportant.
8. not essential or obligatory, as an observance.
9. making no difference or distinction, as between persons or things: indifferent justice.

One word. Many intepretations.

what's wrong with me.

2008-05-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

And it's you when I look in the mirror;

Woah! Today was quite a slack day. Morning, went out to buy newspapers and had breakfast at home. then from then till at six in the afternoon watched anime, Ouran High School Host Club (: and read Bleach manga. Had some chores done after dinner and lazily did my SS homework =P Chatted, webcamed with Sim =D and now here I am, still in front of my dear lappie, blogging. So, what did I gain from my webcaming with Sim?

1. Zhi Min is *NOT* rich okay? *pulls a face*

2. Blue curtains are nice =P

3. My room's lighting sucks.

4. Hawt people make your room very bright xP

5. I'm *VERY* poor =P

6. Everyone's emo.

7. No one's emo.

8. My lappie is *sobs* noob.

9. We're all tired.

10. My webcam works, after one year of seperation. xD

Ahahah yeah chatted with Kurt too =P Pen and Pencil! ahahah how nostalgic. Keep turning em down Kurt! =D

So not looking forward to next week's English lessons. Three hours with Mdm Prema is not healthy for the human body (and mind). Shush Sim! xD But there's gonna be the SP visit next week! The courses, the people, the dancers! (ahahah Calvin!) Especially the dancers, eh dude?

Which ever decision you make, as long as you know what you're doing, then you have my support. Remember what's most important, aiight?

Lime.Slacking=P

2008-05-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

Change~

Had an epiphany. Everyone'll change one day, one way or another. Sometimes for the better or for worse. When this happens suddenly, what do you do? Continue holding on? Hoping, hopelessly hoping, that someday the person's gonna change back? What the hell is this, a fucking fairy tale? How do you react to people who've changed, when sometimes you think the person was better before. Whatcha gonna do? Go with the flow, or just stand still, a statue in the middle of a rushing stream. I don't know about you, but I'd rather forget the past and move along.

Trying

2008-05-29T23:36:00.005+08:00

We live in a beautiful world (:

Coldplay rocks! xD Listened to songs from their new album, Parachutes. Thanks for the songs Jin Hao! They rock =D I don't know why I'm so into Coldplay, maybe 'cause their Alternative genre appeals to me... (;

Been staying up late for the past couple of days, and I'm doing again lols... Thing is this time I got some work done! Thanks Szeming, Bumblebee is <3>=D I never can do homework on my own... I swear! =P The drawback to all this staying up is I invariably wake up with just enough time to bathe and get a hasty breakfast befor rushing to school, which sucks. Especially when I have to look forward to nothing but boredom, shit and more shit. And oh, bitching too. BITCHING. From both sexes, mind.

And today was YET another boring day, another struggle to stay awake, pay attention and not lose myself. Ugh. =.=" Thanksfully, tommorrow's gonna be slightly shorter, 'cause school only starts at 9.30am (; And I can't make it for the class chalet. And why? 'Cause my mirror can't be trusted to take care of my little sister. Honestly, are you THAT useless?

But nevermind! The weekends are coming soon and that's when I can wind down for a bit. For now, I'm just chipping away at the holiday homework. Better to chiong now and then get to enjoy two weeks of holiday aiight? Ahahaha =D So I end this post with the lyrics of the Coldplay song, Warning Sign:

A warning sign,
I missed the good part then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst.
I started looking for excuses.

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.

A warning sign,
You came back to haunt me and I realized,
That you were an island and I passed you by,
You were an island to discover.

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.

And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go.

So I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms.
And I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms...

2008-05-28T16:49:00.003+08:00

EDITTED POST

Honey honey (;

I just realised... My posts have become Lime Green! Wahahah soo coool xD And if I'm Lime, that doesn't make you Lemon, my dear Sergeant... It just makes you less sweet than I am. But don't worry, the Official Ken Cheong Jin Hao Fan Club still loves you aiight? xP

And so my Mom and little sister left for Beijing this morning. They'll be gone for a week! Aah makes me feel all nostalgic already, thinking about the Twinning Programme and all...

MODERN SCHOOL ROCKS WOOHOOO! Eew so random... Like a dice xD

So I wish 'em a safe and happy time there aiight? Aww I'm such a filial son =P

And what happened today? Screwed the Amaths test (WEEEEE), Chemistry was alright la, and History was cold and irritating. Please note:

Mrs Tang + 4/3, 4/4, 4/5, 4/7, 4/8 History students = Minutes wasted.

I'm not defaming ANYONE here aiight? Just stating my opinion on the matter. Seriously there's gotta be some effort from both sides in order for a cooperation to work RIGHT? Ooh my post just got VERY colourful... Hmm...

And now I'm home drowning myself with Coldplay. Later!

You've got ISSUES dude... We've known each other so well over these three and a half years. I just can't let you go downhill with your false ideals and distractions. Cmon dude you know what you want and you ARE BETTER THAN THIS. I've said my piece know.

Lime.Kagemarou-Kun again with the nostalgia, Kurt'll pay for this xD RANDOM!

Our Holidays/School days

2008-05-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

Warning Sign;

Another great song by Coldplay (; Been listening to a lot of Coldplay of late. Maybe 'cause it's 1. Great music, 2. I'm friggin stressed (aren't we all?) or 3. I'm being hypnotised or something. Oh what the heck.

I was darn restless during SS. Kept playing PSP now and then when Mrs Liew wasn't watching (; But seriously, 56/100 for SS MYE? Proposterous! And just 'cause I left out a line for an SBQ question dammit! Hais... So much for my Combined Humans...

Physics was another bore... Was half asleep for some reason *hint hint* and couldn't really concentrate after SS.

History was... Lame... If not for Jin Hao and Zhi Min, I'd have screamed. Mrs Jacob had a bitching session and frankly speaking I wasn't in the mood for anymore crap by the time History started. Have to look forward to essays, a possibly crap Hist MYE paper and god-knows-what.

Hipless, hopeless, hapless. No more...

Lime.Sienarh=.="

2008-05-26T16:51:00.003+08:00

So now what?

Hahas I'm free of my MIA now that MT written papers are done with! Paper 1 I did quite alright; managed to write a lot for the dialogue especially (; Felt especially sleepy during the second paper =/ But the bina ayat was friggin easy and the open ended compre was quite confusing...

But enough of all that! Accompanied Calvin to Orchard Road after paper 2 (; He wanted to go there to find a L sized Timbuktu bag which were apparently on sale but only at 10%, and the colour schemes basically sucked, and we searched like, a lot of stores but none of em were nice =/ ... Ahaahha chill arh Calvin there's always next week aiight? He had to rush back 'cause he was meeting up with his badminton cca members and so we broke off at West Mall (thanks for the taxi ride buddy!) and I headed for home.

SO, now what? I'm playing GTA: Vice City stories but it's kinda lame... Gaaah I'm so bored!

Lime.Bored=/

I'm right here aiight? Always have, always will. Cmon cheer up...

2008-05-22T17:56:00.001+08:00

MIA TILL AFTER MT Os

Wow, I'm really hungry.

Lime.MuggingxD

2008-05-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

God put a smile on your face =D

Nice Coldplay song man! Ahahah thanks for the Coldplay songs Calvin and Zhi Min! They're enough for forever xD

Stop it dammit STOP! IT'S GIVING ME A FRIGGIN HEADACHE FOR GOD'S SAKE!

Today was... Ahahah oh I don't know (; Malay paper was spent half asleep... Ahaha Irfan even had time to draw a potrait of Ishak sleeping, and a good one at that! Sorry people, no pictures. I'm too lazy... Then had reccess where a certain someone sat on birdshit xD Aww Si Chao you just have VERY bad luck xD Ooops! (;

Malay lesson was spent going throught the paper 1 we did at the start of the day. Realised that all the people who did the same question as me were almost out of point LOL! Physics was okay; I'm actually paying attention in class! *gasps* Ahahah I try, really. Maths was a little confusing, mainly 'cause integration is still quite tough for me.

And then the torturous one and a half hours with Mr Kong, Ms Sim and Mr Tey/Tay (whattever). Dam la my butt was CRAMPED after that... Blah blah blah blah blah *dozes off*

Ended off the day with malay again... And it was a paper I've done last year... Hehe (;

I feel so light now. I've put it aside and I'm ready for anything now (;

Now I'ma go off now. Bothersome headaches and irritating people don't make a nice combo.

Lime.over(;

2008-05-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

Development Hell

Yep. That's what the NGE live action movie's current status. No director, no set date, no shit fellas. I saw what was supposedly a teaser trailer; CRAP! Gendo looked like an elf =P *hint hint*

Am I being more like you? Sad.

Today was... Dumb. Dumb as in hilariously dumb and mind-numbing. Me and Calvin were like... laughing the whole day la xD Always great to have him as a desk buddy (; Brightens up my day, anyday. Mind-numbing 'cause during malay afternoon class we did Malay paper 1, and I ended up doing the wrong paper omg...

Hais, 6 more days till MT Os. Buck up people =D Do it once and do it well aiight fellas? So I'm off, gonna do my Malay papers (;

Lime.Aid(;

2008-05-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

Tamaida!

Here's the lyrics of two of the songs I'm like, enjoying right now (;

Believe Again- Delta Goodrem

Have you ever stared into the rain
Thought the clouds would never disappear
Have you ever screamed out in the dark
Thinking no one else could hear

I was leaving footprints
Tainted by my past
On this winding road to you

I lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My heart was a broken place
Now I feel whole again
You bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
And I believe
I believe again

Have you ever spon out of control
Like you never saw the road ahead
Have you ever just kept looking back
Ever closer to the end

I was praying for the light I see in your eyesI had all but given up

I lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My heart was a broken place
And now I feel whole again
And you bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
And I believe
I believe again

I believe the impossible
Is possible to overcome
I believe in the miracles
Born from love in everyone

I lost my faith in love
Tonight I believe again
My heart was a broken place
And now I feel whole again
And you bring me honesty
And that's worth believing in
And I believe
I believe again

Yellow- Coldplay

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow".

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow",

I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,

And you know,
For you I'd bleed myself dry,
For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

2008-05-18T08:08:00.002+08:00

Effervescence

Is the spelling correct? Oh whattheheck I don't care.

Yesterday was a veeery unproductive day. "Laziness is in your blood," was what my tuition teacher used to say. Guess it's true. Hey, at least I got one MT paper 2 done okay? But it was horribly done. Maybe 'cause I wasn't really concentrating on it and I took only like, what? Half an hour to complete it...

So what else did I do besides that MT paper? Well, I wanted to try out Neon Genesis Evangelion. So, I watched the remake version, Evangelion 1.0: You are (not) alone. Must say the anime is awesome =P But, it might be too much to stomach in for some people and others might think it's just one piece of clothing short of being hentai so... I'm not reccomending it to everyone (;

Yeah, so that was all that I did yesterday. Yeah, MT Os are coming like, next week and I'm still sitting on my bum wasting away precious time. Wow.

Like a dagger closing in on my heart. Have to come in terms with the past. What's done is done. There's no use looking back if all it those is hurt me. I've got to learn to trust, again. Sorry for my shit; it's got absolutely nothing to do with you. I need time.

Lime: Later!

2008-05-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

Go away la

I'm torn between being your friend and forgetting you completely

Don't mind that; it's just some random shit. Here I am, in front of my lappy, listening to Delta Goodrem (shut up =P) and wondering what next week has in store. Hell, more mock examinations. The worst thing is, on next Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday my mother tongue teacher wants to have lessons with us after school. Fuck. Oh well just gotta take it in my stride; they really want us to do the MT Os once and only once. I don't mind paper 2 la, but like I said, paper 1's a draaaag!

And OH! Bought a Lime-Green G2 pen at Popular when I followed Calvin to Lot 1 =D It's damn nice la xD Sorry no pics I'm just too lazy (boo). Planning to buy more alternative colours from the G2 range =)

Today was alright I guess. Chemistry was weird; I somehow understood electrolysis for a moment, before I completely forgot again after the lesson. I'm worried about my Chem; Twinning programme didn't help =( But I'm not complaining (; YET. Maths was spent doing integration. I'm getting better at A Maths and E Maths... =D Hey, at least it's something to smile about! Malay was spent going through yesterday's paper 1 = boring.

Ahahaha did I seem to be fierce towards her? Hey, It's been going on since the sec 2 camp la. It's normal, I swear =/

MT mock exam was crap; slept for like what? 45 minutes? Damn sleepy after that. After Chemistry afternoon lesson went home and here I am again, still in front of my lappy, ending this post.

"Crouching girl, Hidden Dragon la!" - Giant

"My Sergeant lies over the ocean, my Sergeant lies over the sea. He's no use as an astroprojection, so bring back my Sergeant to me!" - Zhi Min

Lime(;

2008-05-15T17:12:00.002+08:00

Welcome to Good Burger =D

Yes yes yes I know it's been a while, fellas. Honestly, I dont feel like blogging, but maybe something good'll come out of it (; Maybe... Just maybe.

The past few weeks been... ahem... f%^&ed up pretty much. Good to know you're still my buddy =) I'm just sorry I messed up and hurt anyone.

Now that I've settled that, let's continue on a lighter note. eight days till MT Os dammit. The daily mock exams are T-O-R-T-U-R-E... Paper 2's okay la but paper 1 is a total draaaaaag! I always hated writing malay compositions... Maybe it's 'cause I'm not very good in malay... Hmm... Some teachers just don't get the fact that we need time to prepare for our MT Os; they insist on giving us assignments when it's clearly stated that we shouldn't be given any. It's laike as if the rules never existed.

And oh yeah, I'm still following my own plot. But I'm letting it write itself this time. No more trying to come up with shit which would ruin myself even before My Os.

"Sadly, I've lost the plot," - Zhi Min
"I'm THE fan, he's the UBER fan and you're the GAY fan!" - Giant
"Frowns are undiscovered smiles" - Sze Ming

Lime(:

2008-04-12T17:11:00.003+08:00

Nerd!

The head prefect has attitude!

CCKSian boys of Twinning programme!

Twinning 22/11/07 - 7/4/08

Hahahahs! Here's a loooong overdue post on the fucked-up but sweet twinning programme =P

Don't expect many photos though (;

Sunday 30/3/08:

Touch down! Modernites land on amidst annoyin delays but whattheheck, we CCKSians got to wear blazers and strut around Changi Airport like we were some delegates about to fly off to some exotic location (; Sent em to NACLI and prepared for Sec 2 camp.

Monday 31/3/08 - Tuesday 1/4/08:

Blasted camp. Fun though (; Why blasted? We saw some stuff which we never wanted to EVER know about... But all thats well ends well, and the campfire proved it. Get high people!

Thursday 3/4/08:

English lesson! ahahaha sadly I could not skip Mdm Prema's lesson cos I had it at the CO room with the Modernites and some CCKSians (those involved in twinning and students of class 3/3). The lesson produced some interesting poems (;

Continued it with a Home Econs lesson with Ms Maz and Mrs Ngoh in charge. The Modernites aren't HALF bad in the kitchen *coughs*

Friday 4/4/08:

Night Safari! Woah yeah I had my reservations for the place, and luckily I did not have high hopes for it... Half-naked men dancing with fire hardly sounds decent =.= P.B lost his camera and found it himself... after much whining and begging though... =.="

Saturday 5/4/08:

Vivo City and Sentosa!

Headed to Vivo first. Followed Sim and Divjot cos DJ wanted to search fer clothes fer his dad... Ended up with Jin Hao and Sank and went to Miniature Hobby (fanservice is always top priority (; ) and then E-Zone lols. Arcaded fer a while before meeting up with the other CCKSians at Toys R Us LOL...

Sentosa was decent la... went to the usual places... Underwater World and Dolphin Lagoon before ending off watching Songs Of the Sea... Which had crap storyline but cool effects =D

Ended humiliatingly though... in front of a bus stop full of Singaporeans at that!

Sunday 6/4/08:

Science centre visit! Mr Lim Yu Kee showed off his knowledge =P He can beat me in any Physics, Chemistry or General Paper Tests anytime =)

Then followed Ms Nora and Ms Maz to Bugis... Lost Divjot, Gunit and Harish for a while before we found them... Hahahas its cool guys. Then followed Ms Maz, Ms Nora, XL and Meiyuan to Cold STorage to buy stuff for the farewell dinner...

The Dinner! hahahs had a great time la!

Shan't elaborate (;

Monday 7/4/08:

The end... Left school early to bid the modernites farewell... It's been only a week, but... Heh who cares we had fun yea? The best thing that's happened so far in this fucked up year i guess...

Ending this post with a nice poem (;

LOVELESS ( POEM )

Loveless - Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Loveless - Act I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

Loveless - Act II

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Loveless - Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Loveless - Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Loveless - Act V -Made by Genesis-

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

2008-03-26T20:11:00.002+08:00

The best thing since her;

I'm psyched... Why? Cause of the things I'm gonna do next week!

1. Sec 2 camp: I'm going! YEAH! With the modernites la... but then again, I get to skip

two days of school at the very least! Mr Lim Yu Kee's the best thing that ever

happened to the whole twinning program! No, he;s not a god-send, he's MOE-sent... =P

2.Modernite students! Ahahah they're coming next week! In case you dont know

they're students from India so yeah... Twinning programme mah... So I'm involved

and happy to be (;

Now I'm off to finish Amaths homework. To quote,

"Oh the Joy"

2008-03-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

Arraigned...

...allieviating, compromising, dulcet, prefixed, flagellate, presumptuous, cul-de-sac, precognitive, orifice, aphrodesiac...

PHEW!

What a mouthful eh? English homework was nothing but read and write, read from the dictionary and write on paper the meaning. B-O-R-I-N-G! Chemistry? It's both easy AND hard. E-A-S-Y, H-A-R-D! E maths test? Algebra and probability? You kidding me!? Probably I'd pass! Hah!

dont stress yourself out dude. no one;s forcing you in on this. it's your call (;

Today was O-K-A-Y. Tommorrow will be O-K-A-Y too! =P

2008-03-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

oufgvbcouvgvbc!

Ignore the random title... =P

Someone reminded me to post...

When the going gets tough, only the tough people continue going on, ya know? If it gets too much, then by all means, cry. You never know what a good crying session could do (; And if you still need comfort, I'm always here =)

Nothing interesting happened today. The only interesting thing I did was watch Rambo 4... Please note people: bad storyline + bloody ownage + high testosterone action = B list movie! So since today was B-O-R-I-N-G, I'm gonna post about yesterday!

Started off the day with english! Did a compre on human speech (an interesting topic lols) and peer editted Yong Kai's compo... You definitely can do better dude =) Maths was okay la... Chemistry was as exciting as usual =P and history was crap/funny... the Korean war game we played at the com lab was crap, and seeing Mrs Jacob sneeze is funny =)

The A maths afternoon lesson had all its usual elements... Mrs Tan shouting at Vignesh and more confusing questions...

Then had a meeting with Zhi Min, Arif, Giant and Jin Hao at the prefect room =) We were discussing the rough details on the proposal we had to give the teachers in-charge of the whole tinning programme... Yes the Modern School students are coming on the 30th, which is also Giant's birthday... Hmm... Mango cake anyone? Ahahah the meeting was fun cause we sidetracked ALOT! Right guys? =P Conspiracy theories (sorry sim), gay acts, talking about how unjust some people are and just having a helluva time was just fun!

"How I miss the carefree days of the India trip..." - Zhi Min

Yea... That sums up all of our feelings... These days it's just homework, homework and more homework...

I'm worried about you... Everytime it happens, I feel like I'm to blame, although I'm obviously not. Cheer up, ok?

So, to drag the post (and upon Sze Ming's request) I'll put up some pics (;

Bleach/Naruto crossover =P

Hollow Ichigo/ Ichigo =)

ahahaahah =)

This is the longest post I've done =P hope it's long enought tho (;

2008-03-12T17:45:00.002+08:00

hangover

Im sooo friggin' bored... really! Nothing to do at home, and I've no motivation to do my homework... Only want to play PSP and watch Gundam 00! =P Today started out interesting, but it slid to a dreary marathon as the morning faded. Had to get the OM (Mr Micheal Lim), that proud guy, to open the door of the Special Room for us lols =D But it wasted half an hour so it was worth it (; Chemistry was alright, tried to pay attention and listen but I catch no balls in the topic we're at now... Haiz... A maths was ok too... had a mock test which I failed =P But then again its not counted so... (: To end off this short post I'ma do a quiz! Again! yay =D

1. Do you think you were raised well?
Of course!

2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
Yeah... Not everything can be told.

3. How do you handle stress?
I either listen to music (Slipknot works best!) or just spend some time alone. It helps.

4. How would you spend your last day alive?
Now I'd only think about it when the right time comes yea?

5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
Both of em dude. My name contradicts my actions.

6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other which one would you pick?
True love. Only then'd I pick up the million bucks on the other side!

7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mum or dad to live with whom would you pick?
Ahahaha I ain't answering this!

8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
A family member no doubt.

9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
Only if they told me why.

10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know about?
I did lots of stuff. Can't keep track dude.

11. Do you think you know the meaning of true love?
N-O. It's just fucked up as I know it.

12. The last time you kissed someone.. was it someone you see yourself with?
Erm... You mean my mom? Everyone dies dude (;

13. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Trust. Without it the feeling;s gone. All gone.

14. Are you the one who talks about everything?
Depends on who I talk to (;

15. Your most recent ex.. are you guys still friends?
Don't have one.

16. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
NO!

17. Do you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
Nope

18. Die in a fire or drown?
In a fire. Much more cooler.

19. Be with someone cute and a jerk or ugly and kind?
Cute! =P I can handle jerks.

20. Eat fried worms or chocolate ants?
Chocolate ants la...

21. If your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like your best friend and told you to be with them or your best friend, who would you choose?
My best friend. I cherish them.

22. Would you rather be ditched or ditch someone?
Ditching someone gives you satisfaction dude!

23. Kids then marriage or marriage then kids?
marriage first! I'm not irresponsible

24. If you had to choose between being blind or deaf which would you pick?
Deaf. Id give up music so I can admire the beautiful flowers in my life now (;

25. Would you rather live in a tiny apartment with 5 other people or a huge house that you thought was haunted?
The apartment! Company is much better than solitude.

26. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
I make and lose friends every year.

27. Do you see yourself as a "good" person?
Sometimes (;

28. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Hell no!

29. Name 5 people (not family) that you can tell ANYTHING to:
The people in question know who they are (;

30. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
Stay at their place...

31. Have you ever wanted to watch a scary movie with someone JUST to have an excuse to be close to them?
Nope

32. Is your family the.. "eat dinner at the table" type.. or the.. "get your food and eat wherever you want type."?
The table! Much more fun =D

33. Have you ever hooked up with one of your ex's best friends?
Nope.